My name is Vena Cava Loss better known by my nickname Venae, I am the child of Lord Loss, one of the Demonata. I resemble my father in my appearance because i found it easier to take a form similar to him. I have 8 arms, a hole in my chest full of poisonous snakes which i milk in the morning before school. Like my father i Levitate because i have stumps where my feet should me ((i can grow some feet but i find it troublesome to walk as im used to this form)). My skin has a tendancy to ooz blood though most of the time i stop it.
Most Demons from the Demonata can not cross over unless theres an window, but being part human has its advantages and benifits me in that way, that or my dad had a piece of the Kah-Gash in him at one point i havent quite figured out if some magic has passed to me. Unlike my father I dont just feed off pain and sorrow, I feed off more emotions which in a high school sure does have its advantages. My emotional range is limited meaning I show few emotions, Lust, happiness and sadness is what I show the most I rarely show other emotions. A new one to me is love and its such a complex emotion.
My living arrangements are well...exceptional shall I say...I live with my pet/minion called Phylanges or just phyl and a snakeboy Fang. I made a wish, a bargin with a djinn to turn one of my snakes into him. I live in this dimension though i do have my own little world i created in the demonata, i treat it kinda like a summer home. I dont live with my dad at all though i do visit....Someone has to play chess with him
Its been 2 months since me and Huitzilli have started dating, yes we've been friends for. It hurts though, he wont tell his father about me, our relationship, sometimes i do wonder if being the way I look, dripping blood gross looking manster with eight arms and nothing but adoration for him, he hids me away like hes ashamed of me, I feel sadness, sorrow like sometimes the emotion i feed of f myself its how i recognize it. Lately though i feel the need to want to share my bed with him, he makes me blush and more blood oozes from my pours particularly round my cheeks. I havent yet told him that I love him, I have said i like him, care for him, adore every single fiber of his being...but not love which puzzles me...why am i so afraid to say this too him?
I cast a spell today, one to stop my bleeding so i can go to home ick i am quite talented in the kitchen but the teach never approves of me and is always afraid of if i contaminate anyones food, theres enough magic in the air to stop my skin from cracking and to stop me bleeding. When I do attend I always partner Zilli, he always laughs at me and with me and makes me feel so much better. Tomorrow I have a date, me and him...I may ask him to my bed if he wants to...i do feel he may reject me because of my apperance, im not that much better naked than I am with blood soaked clothes on.
Lunch was pretty uneventful, Callixto and Yami fighting again, Zeph snuggled up to al...And Jasp, the rock troll from the Discworld hes been trying to teach me Thudd, in return ive been teaching him chess Im becoming good friends with him now, hes a bit slow and often thought dumb but hes not, youve just got to give him chance to think.
School was great, i spent most the time with huitzilli planning our date. I ignored everyone else, today my soul focus is on Zilli, it always is though my eyes stray to a few ghouls and mansters my heart, if i had one that is, is always with him.
After school, around 6pm I picked him up, he looked hotter than ive ever known, his hair tied back, a gold earrings and the feathers in his hair, I love his style, pity i ruined it later kissing him i got a bit of blood on him.
Thats what we are together, blood and feathers...
Well I treated him to a meal, I paid for anything and everything for him, over the meal i kept trying to tell him that I love him, I love and adore him but never had the chance, the first time i tried to say it, the meal arrived, then the dessert then I drove him to my place. We made out, i touched his delicate pale skin felt his hair beautiful white hair. He blushed as one of my hands slipped under his trousers into his boxers.
"venae..." he blushed even more, hes so cute and everytime i speak to him. I kissed him and finally I managed to tell him that I love him, we slept together that night, i felt the his hot breath on my skin, hearing his soft moans, his loud cries, tasting his body and commiting every part to memory, even the snakes in my chest got out and slithered against him, I laughed at his alarm before he relaxed.
It was the first time ive ever had sex and im glad that it was with him and glad he trusted me and didnt mind my body, i thought he did and became selfconsious about my looks at one point but i shouldnt have worried as now i know he loves it, he loves the taste of my blood, without his stitches his teeth are sharper more used and adept to eating hearts and ripping out of bodies...Makes me glad im heartless. I also love his bite, he likes to bite and i love it. He likes to bite and claw, I found out every single way to please him...
I spent many hours with him and he spent the night, you dont know how great it feels to hold his body ant to have him snuggled into me. He means the world to me and Im sure he knows it.
oh and a note, Fang, I know your reading my entry, get out of my room! Learn what privacy is!